I’m going to switch the order of these questions. Because I think in order to understand what being a Word Nerd is to me, you have to know how I became one....
How I came to be one-
First let me give some back-story. The autumn before I saw David on AI I went through a really tough time in my life & ended up losing touch with all my friends except for my very best friend. Through this time I fell into depression & somehow lost faith in music. Music has always been something very special for me. I believe very strongly that it has healing powers. But during this time, I don’t know what came over me. The only music I listened to was what was on the radio. I sought out nothing new because I just didn’t care anymore.
This all changed on that January night. I don’t know why I was watching American Idol that night. But there I was, sitting on our living room sofa with my Mom watching this rocker dude named David Cook sing Bon Jovi acapella. & I smiled genuinely for the first time in a while. I told my Mom, “This guy’s gonna do well, cause he’s different.” I felt the musical side of me start to wake up. I credit him, along with a few new (real, in person) friends, with reigniting my love for music. Watching David that season gave me something to look forward to each week. Something to root for when I really needed it. & when he won, that made me believe that those of us who are different can finish first too.
Now, almost two years after the night his audition aired, I am still amazed at how much I can care about people I’ve never met. I never really called myself a fan of a celebrity before David. & I love not only David himself but the entire band. They are amazing musicians, every one of them.
What it means to be a Word Nerd-
Someone actually asked me this the other day. I didn’t have time to really say anything other than “A David Cook fan,” but I’ve been thinking about it ever since. I count it a privilege to call myself a Word Nerd. It is so much more than a fan club. It’s a community. One which I haven’t participated in much as of yet, but am already at home in.
The ways that being a Word Nerd have affected me are too numerous to count. I now naturally smile sideways, though it doesn’t look anywhere near as good on me as it does on David. ;-) My musical tastes have changed. (Thank God!) & I’m always discovering new artists. My love for music is now so deep & so much a part of who I am that I’ll never be without it again. I'm even kind of writing music now.
I laugh a LOT more now. I love that us Word Nerds have these inside jokes, but the rest of my friends think I’m crazy sometimes. (Like when I almost died laughing yesterday playing with my dog because her toy squeaked.) It’s even brought me closer to my family.
It just goes to show you - You never know how much your life is impacting another’s. & I just wanted to say - Thanks David Cook for being your awesome self. =)
~Elle aka WN#3747
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~Elle
"Baby it's our hearts slow beating that make us grow old..."